And i started to plant flowers to my life ;)

Finally, i've found a job and this is my 2nd last day working with Apex. Although the new job is not really the ideal company i looking for, but well...i'll just go in and get some experience before applying for the companies i want again.  :)

Don't know how my life gonna change, but i'm pretty sure that i am not making a wrong decision. At least i tried and step out from where am i.

A total new job, new environment, new  job scope, new company, and new colleagues for me...how fast i could adapt and get use to it? i really wish i can do it well and achieve what i want in life.

For me, just living is not enough..i wish to have sunshine, freedom and a little flower!

Finally decided to resign my current job no matter how others persuade me to stay...It wasn't a sudden decision...it was truly a hard decision for me which i've been thinking over and over again for quite long.

Yea, it's the very first time in my life...i'm making a big decision without taking the advice from family, i know mummy and sis were really disappointed but well, i really need a move...this is really not what i want and i don't wish to waste anymore time...i'm so so so sorry...

Been going here and there for interviews lately..seriously, it's not easy to find a good company....I am still uncertain on which direction to go but I've decided to try up sales job. However, seems like i do not look and sound that convincing to be able to handle sales job. Maybe i'm too soft i don't know.....
Some of the friends was pretty surprise that i decided to look for sales job as well....they told me that with the result and experience i have, i can easily find an advertising job or a job which is much related to this field. But there's some others factors that making me want to find a sales job as well....it's not just about doing what i want.

I understand that being protected is not a bad thing....people won't bully me and no one dares to talk bad about me or scold me....but i need to learn to handle all these thing by myself....i wish to see more and talk more to other people,  i need to learn to be street smart.. and yes, i'm really ready for that.

Aren't he cute? :)

Hope for nothing but this lil notty to grow up healthily and happily!

It's Life

Haven't been updating my blog for quite a while. Nothing cool happened in this few months..some ups and downs in my life...about my job...about relationship...about family...but well, i guess i just have to bear with it...that's life, i'm learning to take things easy.

Time flies, it passed really fast...from a young little Christine to who i am today...i guess i really changed a lot. Change in appearance...attitude..personality...and also way of thinking. I guess that's just a process of growing up, when we exposed to the society and mixed with peoples of all walks of life....we get influenced, and we learn from each and every experiences.

I learnt not to care so much about what others think, i learnt to open up myself and talk to people around even i'm not familiar with them..i learnt to talk differently to peoples of different age, level and type.
I've also learnt not to tell secrets to friends who are not so close and i learnt not to trust people easily..  I'm learning to live and survive in the society now :S

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Life is so unpredictable.....sometimes, it's so hard so accept something in our life and we really hope that the next day we wake up....we realized that everything happened is just a dream...how good if it's just a dream...

But well....i'm glad that my family is all here.....supporting each others...helping each other to go through the hard times.....
Be positive....everything gonna be alright :) Be good to everyone...cause i believe that our life will be treating us back the same way....

Kevin & Michelle

One after another sister getting married....house become so quiet suddenly.....
Mummy and daddy are getting old...after so many years of nagging and taking care in each and everything of our life (the six of us). Seeing their hair colours turning from black to grey...I really need to appreciate them more...

Giving them a hug when i reach home or kissing them before i go to work can actually make their day...Although sometimes i hope to show them how wrong is their thinking...how society has changed and they has been left behind...but i held back...i don't want them to feel old, i don't want to make them feel bad...
But i really wish that someday....they will understand that each of us...need to learn to stand on our own feet...we need to learn to accept failure and go through the obstacles in our life in order to be a tough person. <3

Anyway...those pictures above is Michelle and Kevin's pre-wedding pictures...hope that they will cherish each others and hold each others tightly until the end of their life....I know they can do it :)