For me, just living is not enough..i wish to have sunshine, freedom and a little flower!

Finally decided to resign my current job no matter how others persuade me to stay...It wasn't a sudden decision...it was truly a hard decision for me which i've been thinking over and over again for quite long.

Yea, it's the very first time in my life...i'm making a big decision without taking the advice from family, i know mummy and sis were really disappointed but well, i really need a move...this is really not what i want and i don't wish to waste anymore time...i'm so so so sorry...

Been going here and there for interviews lately..seriously, it's not easy to find a good company....I am still uncertain on which direction to go but I've decided to try up sales job. However, seems like i do not look and sound that convincing to be able to handle sales job. Maybe i'm too soft i don't know.....
Some of the friends was pretty surprise that i decided to look for sales job as well....they told me that with the result and experience i have, i can easily find an advertising job or a job which is much related to this field. But there's some others factors that making me want to find a sales job as well....it's not just about doing what i want.

I understand that being protected is not a bad thing....people won't bully me and no one dares to talk bad about me or scold me....but i need to learn to handle all these thing by myself....i wish to see more and talk more to other people,  i need to learn to be street smart.. and yes, i'm really ready for that.