For me, just living is not enough..i wish to have sunshine, freedom and a little flower!

Finally decided to resign my current job no matter how others persuade me to stay...It wasn't a sudden decision...it was truly a hard decision for me which i've been thinking over and over again for quite long.

Yea, it's the very first time in my life...i'm making a big decision without taking the advice from family, i know mummy and sis were really disappointed but well, i really need a move...this is really not what i want and i don't wish to waste anymore time...i'm so so so sorry...

Been going here and there for interviews lately..seriously, it's not easy to find a good company....I am still uncertain on which direction to go but I've decided to try up sales job. However, seems like i do not look and sound that convincing to be able to handle sales job. Maybe i'm too soft i don't know.....
Some of the friends was pretty surprise that i decided to look for sales job as well....they told me that with the result and experience i have, i can easily find an advertising job or a job which is much related to this field. But there's some others factors that making me want to find a sales job as well....it's not just about doing what i want.

I understand that being protected is not a bad thing....people won't bully me and no one dares to talk bad about me or scold me....but i need to learn to handle all these thing by myself....i wish to see more and talk more to other people,  i need to learn to be street smart.. and yes, i'm really ready for that.

Aren't he cute? :)

Hope for nothing but this lil notty to grow up healthily and happily!

It's Life

Haven't been updating my blog for quite a while. Nothing cool happened in this few months..some ups and downs in my life...about my job...about relationship...about family...but well, i guess i just have to bear with it...that's life, i'm learning to take things easy.

Time flies, it passed really fast...from a young little Christine to who i am today...i guess i really changed a lot. Change in appearance...attitude..personality...and also way of thinking. I guess that's just a process of growing up, when we exposed to the society and mixed with peoples of all walks of life....we get influenced, and we learn from each and every experiences.

I learnt not to care so much about what others think, i learnt to open up myself and talk to people around even i'm not familiar with them..i learnt to talk differently to peoples of different age, level and type.
I've also learnt not to tell secrets to friends who are not so close and i learnt not to trust people easily..  I'm learning to live and survive in the society now :S

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Life is so unpredictable.....sometimes, it's so hard so accept something in our life and we really hope that the next day we wake up....we realized that everything happened is just a dream...how good if it's just a dream...

But well....i'm glad that my family is all here.....supporting each others...helping each other to go through the hard times.....
Be positive....everything gonna be alright :) Be good to everyone...cause i believe that our life will be treating us back the same way....

Kevin & Michelle

One after another sister getting married....house become so quiet suddenly.....
Mummy and daddy are getting old...after so many years of nagging and taking care in each and everything of our life (the six of us). Seeing their hair colours turning from black to grey...I really need to appreciate them more...

Giving them a hug when i reach home or kissing them before i go to work can actually make their day...Although sometimes i hope to show them how wrong is their thinking...how society has changed and they has been left behind...but i held back...i don't want them to feel old, i don't want to make them feel bad...
But i really wish that someday....they will understand that each of us...need to learn to stand on our own feet...we need to learn to accept failure and go through the obstacles in our life in order to be a tough person. <3

Anyway...those pictures above is Michelle and Kevin's pre-wedding pictures...hope that they will cherish each others and hold each others tightly until the end of their life....I know they can do it :)

Updates for 2011

It's been 9 months....i know i'm a lazy blogger...Well, time for some craps...

Life will not always goes the way we want, but we got to learn to appreciate...and have faith in the God...as long we do not do something bad to others, everything's gonna be okay

Someone asked me an interesting question that day..."If u were given a chance to change your everything with someone...who you want to exchange with?"
It seems like a hard-to-answer question where people will start thinking to exchange with ermmm..someone with a super hot body? someone with an angel face? someone with lots of money? someone famous? etc etc.....but my answer was "no one"....i prefer to be myself....i appreciate everything given to me...i don't need to be famous so that everyone knows me whenever i walk down the street...i don't need to have an angel face and hot body to catch everyone's attention..but i am glad to have a perfect family...i like to live with people around me...and i'm thankful for everything i have now..

I will be starting my new job on the very first day of 2012, hope that i can get used with the new working environment in no time...and i guess i will miss my colleagues and those people who worked with me on the events before....seriously...i had lots of fun in this half a year..although this job was really stress and tiring sometimes...

Just passed my 22nd birthday...had great celebrations with the bestiess, kyean and family....the only wish for my birthday is to be happy everyday (i know it is not easy at all)....people likes to make 982974936587436591 wishes on their birthday...but in order to avoid that the God missed any birthday wishes of mine.....i made only one wish so that He can remember :)....LOL

Time for bed......good night world! (:

No Shouting~!

Saw this article in The Star today in the Heart & Soul section, a very meaningful article, and it is worth-sharing indeed :)

Once a professor asked his students " Why do we shout in anger? Why do people shout at each other when they are upset?" The students thought for a while before one of them said :" We shout because we lose our calm?"

" But why shout when other people is just next to you? Isn't it possible to speak to him or her with a soft voice?"

The students gave various answers, none of which satisfied the professor.

Finally he explained :" When two people are angry with each other, their hearts distance. To cover the distance they must shout to be able to hear each other. The angrier they are, the louder they will have to shout to hear each other through that great distance."

Then he asked :"What happens when two people fall in love? They don't shout at each other but talk softly. Why? Because their hearts are very close. The distance between them is very small."

"When they love each other even more, what happens? They do not speak- they only whisper and get closer to each other in their love."

"Finally they do not even need to whisper. They only look at each other, that's all. That is how close two people are when they love each other."

So, when you argue, do not let your hearts get distance of say words that distance each other even more, or there may come a day when the distance is so great you will not find the path back to each other.

-Starmag, Sunday 9 Jan 2011-