I don't know why....i am slowly becoming an introvert. Well...trying not to be shy as last time.....trying to adapt myself to the crowd....to the friends...i know i can do all this now....but deep down inside....i am just the kind of girl that enjoy spending my time being alone....just alone..keep quiet...get my brain to 'exercise' by thinking a lot, explore my thoughts and feeling...guess it is the time for me to understand myself more....haha...but for me..being alone isn't a bad thing at all....maybe i am more concerned with the inner world of mind....but don't get me wrong...i wouldn't avoid social situation....just i enjoy being alone sometimes, (maybe...most of the time....).
Mummy and Kyean started to say that i like to keep things in myself....Yea, why i never tell it out.....why i never let people know what i think....why i just follow everything people wants...why i like to keep everything on myself...Maybe i am just too tired to tell...maybe i am afraid...i can't even understand myself sometimes....i don't know why.....i know i made you all worry a lot....the family...the friends, everyone that is close to me.... but please just trust me...maybe i might just need advices from you all....but please...don't treat me like a small girl....
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