Janice's PreWedding Photos

The family picture =)

Sam & Janice

The Wedding Rings

Nothing much to write.....just hope that the brother-in-law and my dearest sis will stay happy and sweet forever....=)
Haha...it reminds me of one song that used to be my favourite...

I'll say my peace and i'll play my hand
And maybe this way you'll understand
I'm short on words i was raised that way
But i still mean all the ones i said
And with this ring i promise you
Everything that i have or can do
There's so many roads that love can run
But here in my heart, you're the only one
I do all right, here on my own
But you give me things i've never known
Oh here i am, getting up my nerve
It may not be all that you desserve
Here in my heart, You're the only one

-With This Ring, Sawyer Brown-

Thyroid

Daddy just found out that he got thyroid...its the genetic problem i guess...grandma got serious thyroid that couldn't cure even after few operations....Sis got thyroid also, but she is slowly getting better..i am really worry this time....i hope i can help him in his business....but i know nuts about ar spare parts....i know he is really stress of working and maintaining the business....

I promise i will appreciate him more... 

I promise i won't waste so much money from now on....

and whatelse i can do ..

You Just Don't Understand Me At ALL....

You said you hate it when i say other peole can understand me better than you, but you just don't understand me at all... You don't even know when i am angry...
You said people that get along too often will hardly notice any changes on each other, i thought get along more often makes them understand each others better ???

Ima 'n introvert..

I don't know why....i am slowly becoming an introvert. Well...trying not to be shy as last time.....trying to adapt myself to the crowd....to the friends...i know i can do all this now....but deep down inside....i am just the kind of girl that enjoy spending my time being alone....just alone..keep quiet...get my brain to 'exercise' by thinking a lot, explore my thoughts and feeling...guess it is the time for me to understand myself more....haha...but for me..being alone isn't a bad thing at all....maybe i am more concerned with the inner world of mind....but don't get me wrong...i wouldn't avoid social situation....just i enjoy being alone sometimes, (maybe...most of the time....).
Mummy and Kyean started to say that i like to keep things in myself....Yea, why i never tell it out.....why i never let people know what i think....why i just follow everything people wants...why i like to keep everything on myself...Maybe i am just too tired to tell...maybe i am afraid...i can't even understand myself sometimes....i don't know why.....i know i made you all worry a lot....the family...the friends, everyone that is close to me.... but please just trust me...maybe i might just need advices from you all....but please...don't treat me like a small girl....

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I am getting real tired and feddup this time...i know you all gonna say i am naive...i am stupid again...
I choose to keep quiet again..i choose not to tell you again...i choose not to let you know how bad i feel when they tell me i am being used again and again.....i just hope when i am being sincere...you will eventually realise it....I appreciate for being your friend...i wonder do you ever care that i got so emo all because of you again........
:: I guess i am just getting a wrong friend....

D randomness...

:: It's just a super random post as i am too boring in the office...

Nothing much to do today since i'd finished al the articles and settled with the colleges stuffs as well..

Time passed real fast...14 weeks gone like a few ticking of the clock..i did enjoy this internship as the colleagues here are nice, eventhough sometimes i got really stress and tension...not to mention that i got tired most of the days...

I day dreamed a lot recently...thinking how much i'd changed...

When i was younger..i like to have company wherever i go...i hate being alone..

When time passed...when i am getting 'matured' (i hope)..when i am getting much older....i appreciate the time being alone..staying away from all the stress....i now enjoy sitting alone....ignores everyone, everything around me.....allows my brain to go blank for few moment...just a very short while will do...i love to put on my earphone...listen to some really soft music or songs...it'll just make my day...

I realised i am getting towards introversion...i realised how much i love to keep everything on myself....i enjoyed thinking a lot....perhaps, telling out once in a while to some really close ones will be great..(yea, i am trying on it, when i am getting real tired of thinking so much everytime)...

I wonder how my life will be...in the next 5 years....10 years...20 years??

I am trying not to be too laid back....trying to do my best in everything...trying....especially in my studies for now....at least to build a better cornerstone for the rest of my life....hoping that i will not be regret next time...

Trying to appreciate people around me....yet i know i will hurt some of them by being good to 'em...not saying myself being an angel or what....just hope that they will know i am really glad to have them in my life....

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I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth
Big pill looming
Now I'm a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold
And clean blood of Christ mountain stream
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth
Big pill stuck going down - Flightless Bird, American Mouth

:: Love this song a lot...beautiful melody...and nice lyrics indeed...

This song is kinda abstract...been trying to figure out the whole meaning of the song for quite some time....

I think it's about life and growing up? Being exposed and forced to face and accept the realities..Life's getting complicated as we grow older..it's not all about fun and games as what we think when we're young...we must always learn to control ourselves and life will not always be as innocent and fun as you wish to be....

The 'Kai Zai' ??

Went to Qin Guang's first baby's bday party...erm...not really a birthday....its just a celebration for his first month of birth...its kinda important for chinese to celebrate that though..

Well, the baby is super cute...he got dimples!! And the father said he is my kai zai ==" ...sounds damn old.....

That day wasn't that fun because i was sick...no mood to eat...but i got MC for 1 and half day =)

Lets see how cute the baby is ~

hehe...cute rite =)

the china friend...